everything is a hopefully

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 18:50:45 GMT

I started a new journal again.

This one will be deleted in a bit..

If any of you want to be on my new flist, just comment or add me @ fooshi

we live by the moment

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 10:11:18 GMT

and we wear dinky bracelets and i am happy.

it's 9:45 am

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 16:51:04 GMT

and I just woke up and ate a bowl of cereal and a banana.

I feel happy--getting emails from friends does that to me. There's a bit of sun out today so I think I jut may go for a walk if I have time.

I still have a shitload to do today, but I don't think it's going to ruin my mood. ...well, it better not..

look outside the window

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 01:20:45 GMT

it's getting darker faster these days. I wake up and it's still dark outside and I get so disoriented. And I'm sad to say that what I think cold is now is when I would have pranced about in shorts in Edmonton.

Xtine, Vitch, Kat, Isha and I have been keeping up a regular email ring. I's really awesome to get them, because for once our emails actually have content that we didn't know about already--we're all doing different things and living in different cities...it's amazing! I just got one from Xtine; she's coming down to Vancouver in 16 days again for the long weekend to visit Mike and ME, but chances are her stupid boyfriend will be an ass and ruin our time together, like last time.

I should check up on Caroline. It's my fault we're drifting.

I am kind of terrible in the sense that I can't commit to things. I am way too addicted to change. I need to change that--I'll never finish what I need to!

I'm confused.

On another note, I can't go to China and HK for Xmas because I have my folio due when I come back at January...what a fucking way to spend Xmas break! eff.

I've never been excited to see my sister. I think I kind of am...maybe I should phone her, but there is a 90% chance she'll ask me why I phoned her and I won't know why, and then it will be kind of awkward but kind of not. We suck.

I HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING WORK TO DO!!! alf;jfui

now, i don't have a fucking clue what to do.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:53:15 GMT

livejournal, i am glad that you are here so that i can record my moment of anger.

ANGER ANGER ANGER fuck fuck fuck

what's wrong with me?

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 09:31:38 GMT

Very quick, very dirty, and very very useless visual record for a

class. The Sharpie goodness was done mostly in English...hell,

most of it was done in English. The reason I posted it up is

because I wanted to share my favourite part. The crowning glory

goes to Space Filler Guy, because he sucks so badly.

....now that I think about it, the blaringly bad spelling of

'dissection' is up there too...or maybe the written apology above it...

Also, this blogging from photobucket warps my entires into pseudo

freeverse poems, so its like typing a useless entry, and once you press

'blog it', your useless entry becomes a deep poetic art form.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 05:02:56 GMT

Brian and Tuba's. Sara's. Vancouver is so neat!

I just realized how AWESOME my last name is. I mean, I always knew it was awesome, but not until today, when I had to make sure no art fags would steal my dowels by placing a sign that said "FU KILLLLL UUUUUU!!! if you touch/move these" did I realize just how incredible these two letters were.

die

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 04:11:46 GMT

Fuck you; dirty, porn-stached, exco ghetto ukrainian pinkerton fags. Go fucking rot in hell.

I've never felt so much like a piece of fucking meat.

like, you know?

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 04:14:48 GMT

my mama came down for thanksgiving weekend and i am surprised to say that i have been enjoying her company. distance really does make the heart grow fonder.

on another note, tuesday's going to suck in all possible ways a day can suck.

a day forward

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 03:16:09 GMT

okay so I'm not really updating twice in a day, the last entry was from yesterday but I didn't post it until today.

Anyway, that's not so important. What's important is that you must not ever watch Odete. It is onf of THE WORST MOVIEs that I have ever seen in my life. Why did I waste 7.50 on it? There are so many other films going on at the festival--why the fuck did we choose Odete? It is seriously one of the most fucked up movies of all time--people started leaving half way through, and the rest of us started sleeping.

Odete is a portugese film about a deranged girl and a mourning gay man. Rui, the Mourning Gay Man, has just lost the love of his life to a car accident (Pedro). Odete lives one floor below Pedro, and breaks up with her boyfriend because he won't have her baby (and she really, really fucking wants a baby). Eventually, we see Odete "fall in love" with Pedro, who is, what? dead?, and claims to be carrying his child. Which is physically impossible, see, because Pedro is dead, and when he was alive, he was gay. Anyway, she believes that she has his child so her body believes she has a child and she gets all pregnant looking and she goes insane, sleeping on Pedro's grave, living with his mother in his room, stalking his boyfriend Rui. And then she actually turns in Pedro, getting her hair done like him and wearing his clothes, then the last scene we see doggy-stylin' it with Rui. yeah. That's hardly all. It's fucked up. And stupid. AND DOESN'T EVER END. There were at least 5 times that everyone was convinced the movie ended, but it just. kept. going. Ughhhhhh.

So don't watch it. Or watch it so you can see if I'm joking. I give it a 3/10.

I think I'm going to go try to catch Crying Fist to end the festival off with a good bang. Or maybe that German movie about a sociopath who claims repsonsibility for crimes he didn't commit. Yeah.

And I am completely ignoring my english essay and my 8690584 pages of required art history reading.

an arty shot of me and turkey

Oh and, I worked out my painting today. It has toilets and text. Look out for it in the near future. ;)

the worst thing

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 23:39:20 GMT

- about moving is not seeing your old friends
- about liking a boy is that you realize you don't have enough clothes
- about writing papers is the conclusion
- about drawing huge are the charcoal smudges on your arm you don't realize are there until you get it on something you didn't want to get it on
- about drinking lots of water is having to pee every 10 minutes
- about working out is sweating
- about being a student are the choclate cravings
- about older friends is their unconcious knack for making me feel unexperienced in all things possible
- about being the only chink is not being able to joke fob-stylez
- about art school is that evrything you do is a direct extension of yourself so you are someday bound to be hurt
- about the 28th floor is that you can't throw stuff off the balcony
- about downtown are the shady characters
- about yaletown is the digusting level of wealth
- about the internet is that it allows me to watch the new extended harry potter trailer and leaves me so excited that i'm smiling like an idiot and my heart is pounding as a result of the intense filming and splices and it makes me watch it 4 more times

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 20:12:55 GMT

this degree of anonyminity is insane.